Alright I am going to be honest...
I HATE THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO GO BACK TO WORK!!!!!!
I am having a really rough time with it all. I know that Mike will do just fine and that my babies are in the best place cus they are with their Daddy but still  Why can we win the lottery and be rich so I can stay home and play too.
I loved being off with Mike being home during the days. Our relationship has gotten so much better over the past few months. Mike is such a wonderful person. It was to funny today we were teasing each other, just joking back and forth. That lead to a comment that was funny from Mike so I jumped on top of time to pretend beat him up  we were wrestling on the ground and both laughing so hard that I though I was going to pee my pants. Mike was laughing really hard to. It was so fun  I loved it then of course we woke up Nik and he came running in to help Mamma "get Daddy". To much fun but it makes me think about all the things and fun times I will be missing by going to work during the day 
Not a happy camper right now.
I am now in the final count down to go back to work... ARGH!!!!  7 days.....
A lot has happen here in the last few weeks  I have been so busy trying to get things done. Not to mention planing a 2nd birthday party ... I can't believe my little man is going to be two  I am so excited for him.

This last week we converted his bed into a toddler bed. It was so cute to watch him the first night. He thought it was just so cool that he got to sleep on his big boy bed  He even wanted to go to be early. So now at bed time you tell him good night. He gives us both a kiss and then one of us walks him into his room and he falls asleep all by himself  I am so proud of him. No fuss or anything. What a great kid I have.
 
So for his birthday party this year he chose to have race cars be the theme so everything that we have is all about race cars. He just loves cars and I know he is going to love his party  If it doesn't rain we have a huge race car jumpy coming and of course we have the race car cake and decorations  He is just going to love it 
 
I was thinking the other day that it has been a while since I updated the list of things that he says... Then I realized that I don't think there is much that he doesn't say  So here are a few phrases that he says that are just to darn cute...
 
Wha yu doing Mamma?
Gikolas turn... "Nikolas Turn"
Quwessadilla peasse.  "Quesadilla please"
Outside play gunder mamma. "Go Outside and play with Gunner (our dog) Mamma"
Play sissy roo mamma, Nooooo sissy sleeping. "This is a conversation he has with himself he first asks if he can play with Sissy Roo and if he sees that she is sleeping he then tells himself No because she is sleeping  Too funny"
 
and lastly, and my all time favorite....
 
Mamma, go see Gammi, pappa, play papa tractor.... Great.....
 
This is another one of the conversations with himself he asks is he can go and see my parents, Grammy and Papa and he wants to play on Papas tractor. Then he says Great cus he think that I have already said yes we are going when in all reality I haven't said a word.  To funny...
 
As for little girl...
 
She is healthy and happy and is just now starting to reward us with HUGE smiles and small giggles  Its just so much fun all over again having a little one to love. She is sleeping in her own bed and is only waking up on most nights once at around 2:00 so overall she is doing really well. We go on Thursday to the Doc to see how much she has grown.
 
The only thing that has really be hard is realizing that everything takes twice as long. Bath time, Getting ready for eating and going out somewhere. So adjusting back to the timing instead of the let jump in the car and run to the store has been a bit difficult but not to bad 
 
As for Nik, he is doing soooooo great with her. I think it was one of the best choices for us to have the two of them so close together. He just loves her so much  He plays with her all the time and what is to cute is if I can't get her to settle down for whatever reason. Nik comes over and plays with her and she just loves it  I love to watch the bond that the two of them have formed. Its wonderful 
 
We have finally chosen a room theme for her and are working on her room as I type. Its lavender and pink and its butterflies. Also known as Flutter bys in our house  As soon as its all finished I will post pictures. I can't wait to get it all done for her 
 
Enough for now.
So...
What do you do when your soon to be 2 year old tells you that is you don't get him his Apple juice that he is going to turn off the TV...
Exact words..
"Mommy... Gikolas watch TV no, get apple juice, kitchen now, please" As he is standing with his finger on the button to turn the TV off.
I can't even image what we have in store for us if he is already starting 
HE HE HE Gotta love the little guy
Here are the newest pictures of little girl 
This one is so funny. Nik left his Motorcycle there for Sissy to play with 
My sleeping beauty 
O.K last one 
And here is our family beach trip 
I think we are going to plan to go camping next weekend  Yeah!!! I can't wait! Nik is going to love being in the dirt and riding his bikes every where .
The newest thing that little girl is doing is smiling  Today was the first official smile  It was too cute. I just ate it up!!!!
Alright back to hanging out with the little ones.
Alright, I know, I know its been a while since I've posted.
We are all really starting to get along and I want to devote as much attention to that as I can 
Hailey is going great. We went last week to her 2 week Doc appt and she was 8.5 lbs  It made me so happy to see her gaining weight instead of losing it like Nik did. She seems to be doing so good on the goats milk  It makes me so happy 
I have to tell about a couple of cute things she is doing my favorite is the smacking of her lips. Every time she gets hungry and she wants to eat she starts by smacking her lips together  So right before you hear this load scream for food you can her the little stinker smack her lips together. It's really cute to hear from her 
Another cute thing she does is after you have let her drink an ounce or so and you are getting ready to bring her up to burp she starts to growl.  Its a crack up this little tiny cute pink thing in your arms turns into a tiny growling bear  We just love it.
As for breast feeding. Things were going well but I am starting to loose my supply again and just don't think I can keep it up any more. She won't latch on so I am pumping all the time and its just not working for me. I gave it a good shot and she did get the breast milk for almost a month. I just am not able to pump as much as is required to keep my supply up for her. I wish I was one of those women who could pump and get a ton of milk but it seems that my breast just aren't into making extras for her. So I think this will be my last week of pumping and giving it to her. But we will see.
My little Nik is doing great. He is such a great big brother. You should see him. He loves to play with her  He like to "Dance with Sissy" it so cute. he grabs her hands and dances around with her laying on the couch  Then if her hands are busy he grabs her toes and does the same  To fun!!!
I was really worried that he would be  upset with me because of Sissy but so far it hasn't really made a difference to him. He seems to be handling things just fine  I sure hope this continues to be that way.
Other then the kids life has been pretty simple. Something I am not used to. I really love being able to get up at 10:00 and just sitting in bed holding my little ones. We watch TV or read or "play car"  Its really nice. I kinda wish life wasn't so complicated all the time and I could spend more time doing that instead of rushing around and worrying about what else I have to do.
I love being a Mom!!!! Life doesn't get much better then holding your two little ones in your arms and smothering them with kisses and hugs 
Nik is such a great little brother. He loves "Sissy Roo" its to cute to hear him call for her when he can't find where I have put her down. 
And little girl, WOW she is already changing so much  Her features are so soft and divine. She is such a  pretty girl. And all bundled up in Pink it just cracks me up. 
Bug has always been little mans nick name I gave that to him when he was just a tiny little guy all wrapped up in the swaddling blankets. He looked like a bug in a rug  So that suck. Bug.
Well, it looks like little girl is keeping her nick name too. Sissy Roo is sticking and now every time everyone refers to her it's Sissy Roo. 
So we have Bug and Sissy Roo  I love it 
As for me I am on the mend I am really feeling pretty good for having a baby 10 days ago. I fit back into my size 8 jeans which thrills me to no end. It took me almost 4 months with Nik just to get down to the size 8. I should be back into my size 4 in no time 
The breast pumping thing seems to be O.K I can get at least an oz every time I pump. I guess that's good?? I have nothing to compare it too so I just don't know. I am still supplementing with formula until I can give her 3-4 oz every time she eats. She seems to be on a 3-4 hr schedule so we will have to work up to it  Its better then with Nik so that good.
I think that she too has a touch of reflux which really makes me sad. I think that the breast milk is keeping it at bay which is a good thing. I know that I am a very well equipped Mom now that I have had a refluxer but it still scares me. I don't want what happened to Nik to happen to her too. I guess we will see. I am pumping my little heart out so hopefully in the next few days the Milk supply will increase to fit her needs.
Alright its time for me to run off and play with Nik while little girl swings and sleeps 
Here are a few more pictures of Sissy Roo 
What does goat's milk give you that cow's milk doesn't? In many parts of the world, goats milk is preferred to cow's milk. Even in the United States, the goat is gaining popularity. Goats eat less and occupy less grazing space than cows, and in some families the backyard goat supplies milk for family needs. Goat's milk is believed to be more easily digestible and less allergenic than cow's milk.
Go to Comparison Chart: Infant Formula & Breast, Goat's & Cow's Milk 

Go to Nutrient Comparison: Goat's Milk & Cow's Milk
Different fat
Goats milk contains around ten grams of fat per eight ounces compared to 8 to 9 grams in whole cow's milk, and it's much easier to find lowfat and non-fat varieties of cow's milk than it is to purchase lowfat goats milk. Unlike cow's milk, goat's milk does not contain agglutinin. As a result, the fat globules in goats milk do not cluster together, making them easier to digest. Like cow's milk, goat's milk is low in essential fatty acids, because goats also have EFA-destroying bacteria in their ruminant stomachs. Yet, goat milk is reported to contain more of the essential fatty acids linoleic and arachnodonic acids, in addition to a higher proportion of short-chain and medium-chain fatty acids. These are easier for intestinal enzymes to digest.
Different protein
Goat milk protein forms a softer curd (the term given to the protein clumps that are formed by the action of your stomach acid on the protein), which makes the protein more easily and rapidly digestible. Theoretically, this more rapid transit through the stomach could be an advantage to infants and children who regurgitate cow's milk easily. Goats milk may also have advantages when it comes to allergies. Goat's milk contains only trace amounts of an allergenic casein protein, alpha-S1, found in cow's milk. Goats milk casein is more similar to human milk, yet cow's milk and goat's milk contain similar levels of the other allergenic protein, beta lactoglobulin. Scientific studies have not found a decreased incidence of allergy with goats milk, but here is another situation where mothers' observations and scientific studies are at odds with one another. Some mothers are certain that their child tolerates goat's milk better than cow's milk, and mothers are more sensitive to children's reactions than scientific studies.
Different minerals
Although the mineral content of goat's milk and cow's milk is generally similar, goat's milk contains 13 percent more calcium, 25 percent more vitamin B-6, 47 percent more vitamin A, 134 percent more potassium, and three times more niacin. It is also four times higher in copper. Goat's milk also contains 27 percent more of the antioxidant selenium than cow's milk. Cow's milk contains five times as much vitamin B-12 as goat's milk and ten times as much folic acid (12 mcg. in cow's milk versus 1 mcg. for goat's milk per eight ounces with an RDA of 75-100 mcg. for children). The fact that goat's milk contains less than ten percent of the amount of folic acid contained in cow's milk means that it must be fortified with folic acid in order to be adequate as a formula or milk substitute for infants and toddlers, and popular brands of goat's milk may advertise "fortified with folic acid" on the carton.

Benefits of Goat Milk:

It's Fresher
  • Available within 48 hours after milking to ensure the freshest product possible. Freshness is associated with a high level of bioactive components naturally found in unpasteurized milk.
It's Safer
  • There is no antibiotic residues, growth hormones, BST, or other contaminants used on the animals. In addition, the mechanical pasteurization process used for cow's milk releases xanthine oxidase, and enzyme which can create scar damage to the heart and arteries.
  • The goat's milk product must meet the same health standards as pasteurized cow's milk.
  • Goat milk does not contain the complex proteins that are the main stimulants of allergic reactions to cow dairy products.
  • Certain cow milk proteins have properties, which suppresses the immune system. Goat milk does not have these immunosuppressive properties.
It's Easier to Digest
  • Smaller protein molecules and fat molecules with thinner and more fragile membranes in goat's milk allow it to be digested easier than cow's milk.
Lactose Intolerant?
  • Easier digestion allows the lactose to pass through the intestines more rapidly, not giving it time to ferment or cause an osmotic imbalance.
  • Goat's milk also contains 7% less lactose than cow milk.
  • Additionally, most lactose intolerant people have found that they can tolerate goat's milk and goat milk products.
Goat's Milk Soothes the Digestive Tract
  • Goat's milk has long been used and recommended as an aid in the treatment of ulcers due to its more effective acid buffering capacity.
  • Children on goat's milk have been observed to sleep through the night and remain more satisfied between meals.
Goat's Milk is an Alkalinizer of the System
  • Goat's milk has an alkaline pH, so it does not produce acid in the blood or intestinal system.
  • Acidic blood and intestinal pH levels are associated with fatigue, headaches, muscle aches and pains, sore pressure points, excess weight, blood sugar imbalances, and Candida Albicans infections.
Goat's Milk Contains twice the Healthful Medium Chain Fatty Acids
  • Goat's milk contains a higher content of medium chain fatty acids (ie. capric and caprylic acids) which are used to inhibit Candida infections. These medium chain fatty acids are immune and energy enhancing.
Goat's Milk Does not Produce Mucous
  • Goat's milk does not stimulate an immune response as cow's milk does, so there is no mucous formed.
Goat's Milk is a Rich Source of the Trace Mineral Selenium
  • The trace mineral selenium, which is often deficient in the human body, is necessary for its immune modulation and antioxidant properties. It helps control the human immune system and works directly on viruses by preventing reproduction.
  • Goat's milk contains the highest source of selenium of any milk (2.5 time more than powdered infant formulas, 35% more than pasteurized cow milk, and more than human breast milk).
Mother Nature is very Clever
  • Natural milk contains many bioactive components, which serve to retard the growth of harmful organisms, and to protect the health of the person consuming them. Goat's milk contains the same important bioactive components as mother's milk.

Raw Goat's Milk :  Mother Nature's System for Protecting Infants

ComponentActionBreast MilkGoat's Milk ProductsRetail Cow's MilkInfant Formula
B LymphocytesProduce antibodies, which target harmful microbesXX--
MacrophagesImmune cells, which kill microbes in baby's gut; produce lysosome, an enzyme, which digests the cell walls of  harmful bacteria, and activate other components of the immune systemXX--
NeutrophilsWhite blood cells, which ingest bacteria in baby's digestive systemXX--
T LymphocytesKill infected cells directly or send out "alarms", which stimulate other parts of the immune systemXX--
IgA/IgG Secretory AntibodiesPrevent microbes in the intestine from invading other tissuesXX--
B-12 Binding proteinReduces vitamin B-12 in the colon; a vitamin, which harmful bacteria need for growthXX--
Bifidus factorPromotes growth of Lactobacillus bifidus, a helpful bacterium in baby's gut, which helps crowd out dangerous germsXX--
Fatty AcidsDisrupt membranes of viruses and destroy themXXXX
FibronectinIncreases antimicrobaial activity of macrophages and helps to repair damaged tissuesXX--
Gamma-InterferonEnhances antimicrobial activity of macrophages and helps to repair damaged tissuesXX--
LactoferrinBinds to iron, making it unavailable for germsXX--
LysozymeKills germs by disrupting their cell wallsXX--
Mucins & OligosaccharidesBind to bacteria and viruses, preventing them from attaching to baby's gut; encourage growth of friendly bacteriaXXX-
Hormones & Growth FactorsStimulate baby's digestive tract to mature and seal itself, reducing risk of infectionXXX-

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Nutrient Comparison: Goat's Milk and Cow's Milk
 Goat's MilkCow's Milk Goat's MilkCow's Milk
Weight (g)244244Calories168150
Water (g)212.4214.7Protein (g)8.78
Carbohydrate (g)10.911.4Fat (g)10.18.2
Monounsaturated Fatty Acids (g)2.7-Saturated Fatty Acids6.55.1
Polyunsaturated Fatty Acids0.40.3Cholesterol (mg)2833
A (IU)451307B-1 (mg)0.120.09
B-2 (mg)0.340.4B-6 (mg)0.110.1
Folic Acid (mcg)0.712Nicotinic Acid (mg)0.70.2
B-12 (mcg)0.160.87Pantothentic Acid (mg)0.760.77
C (mg)32Sodium (mg)122119
Calcium (mg)326290Magnesium (mg)3433
Manganese (mg)0.0440Zinc (mg)0.730.93
Potassium (mg)499368Phosphorus (mg)270227
Iron (mg)0.120.12Copper (mg)0.1120

Why not Reglan...
 
Side effects cannot be anticipated. If any develop or change in intensity, inform your doctor as soon as possible. Only your doctor can determine if it is safe for you to continue taking Reglan.
  • More common side effects may include: 
    Drowsiness, fatigue, restlessness
  • Less common or rare side effects may include: 
    Breast development in males, confusion, congestive heart failure, continual discharge of milk from the breasts, depression, diarrhea, dizziness, fluid retention, frequent urination, hallucinations, headache, high or low blood pressure, high fever, hives, impotence, inability to hold urine, insomnia, menstrual irregularities, nausea, rapid or slow heartbeat, rash, rigid muscles, slow movement, swollen tongue or throat, tremor, vision problems, wheezing, yellowed eyes and skin
In addition, Reglan may cause symptoms similar to those of Parkinson's disease, such as slow movements, rigidity, tremor, or a mask-like facial appearance.
Especially in older people, Reglan may produce tardive dyskinesia, a syndrome of jerky or writhing involuntary movements, particularly of the tongue, face, mouth, or jaw. In children and adults under 30, Reglan may cause involuntary movements of the arms and legs, and sometimes loud or labored breathing, usually in the first day or two of treatment.
Reglan may cause intense restlessness with associated symptoms such as anxiety, agitation, foot-tapping, pacing, inability to sit still, jitteriness, and insomnia. These symptoms may disappear as your body gets used to Reglan, or if your dosage is reduced.
O.K... you tell me what would you feed your baby????????????????????????
 
Mike is on his way right now to get Goats milk.....
 
F**k the Doctors..............!!!!!!